Permanent icon record
A static image with a metallic silver background featuring red vein-like patterns and bold orange text reading "This pain is just too real" in a pixelated font.
A static image with a metallic silver background featuring red vein-like patterns and bold orange text reading "This pain is just too real" in a pixelated font. Animated 50×50 GIF…
Source & archive date
- Added to archive
- July 8, 2026
MyOldIcons / OriginalIcons Revival
- Source title
- MyOldIcons / OriginalIcons API
- Category
- myoldicons / emotions / depressed
- Era
- Recovered 2000s Icon Portal
- Observed
- July 8, 2026 at 08:27 UTC
Hmmnd0 Historical AIM Buddy Icon Repository
- Source title
- iconhell_applesauce17_pain
- Category
- IconHell/Anime
- Era
- Early-2000s Multi-Gallery Archive
- Observed
- July 12, 2026 at 13:49 UTC
Internet Archive IconHell Buddy Icons RAR
- Source title
- iconhell_applesauce17_pain
- Category
- buddy_icons
- Era
- Early-2000s Icon Directory Culture
- Observed
- July 12, 2026 at 14:55 UTC
Wayback CDX IconHell Domain GIF Captures
- Source title
- iconhell_applesauce17_pain
- Category
- buddy icons
- Era
- Mid-2000s Icon/Avatar Gallery
- Observed
- August 29, 2026 at 10:42 UTC
Technical archive details
- Format
- GIF
- Dimensions
- 50×50 pixels
- File size
- 5.3 KB
- Motion
- Animated (6 frames)
- Added to archive
- July 8, 2026
- Relative path
- icons/de/de0ed0dd64962cd3e464c8b64944a058071d480c38b9839477c7278448a89488.gif
- Media type
- image/gif
- Archive ID
- de0ed0dd64962cd3
- SHA-256
- de0ed0dd64962cd3e464c8b64944a058071d480c38b9839477c7278448a89488
Full source records (4)
MyOldIcons / OriginalIcons Revival (myoldicons-originalicons)
- Kind
- myoldicons-api
- Era
- Recovered 2000s Icon Portal
- Type
- current recovered OriginalIcons API
- Category
- myoldicons / emotions / depressed
- Title
- MyOldIcons / OriginalIcons API
- Alt
- 1098643058_1593114338.gif | tigergal29435 depressed | animated | myoldicons id 156080
- Observed
- July 8, 2026 at 08:27 UTC
- Rights
- mixed copyright and user-submitted material; research/reference only by default
- Slice
- recovered large-scale AIM icon and away-message archive with category, subcategory, filename, keyword, and animation metadata
Original: https://myoldicons.com/icons/Emotions/Depressed/1098747571_2112449595.gif Download: https://myoldicons.com/icons/Emotions/Depressed/1098747571_2112449595.gif Page: https://myoldicons.com/api/icons?category=emotions
Hmmnd0 Historical AIM Buddy Icon Repository (github-hmmnd0-historical-buddy-icon-repository)
- Kind
- local-directory
- Era
- Early-2000s Multi-Gallery Archive
- Type
- public Git mirror containing four organized historical AIM buddy-icon site collections
- Category
- IconHell/Anime
- Title
- iconhell_applesauce17_pain
- Archive entry
- IconHell/Anime/iconhell_applesauce17_pain.gif
- Observed
- July 12, 2026 at 13:49 UTC
- Rights
- mixed anonymous, fan, commercial, and copyrighted imagery; research/reference only by default
- Slice
- cross-sectional archive of Badass Buddy, CoolBuddy, dollbuddieicons, and IconHell collections spanning personal identity, fandom, music, humor, holidays, sports, relationships, pride, dolls, and internet culture
Original: https://www.iconhell.com/#IconHell%2FAnime%2Ficonhell_applesauce17_pain.gif Download: https://www.iconhell.com/#IconHell%2FAnime%2Ficonhell_applesauce17_pain.gif Page: https://github.com/Hmmnd0/buddy-icon-repository
Internet Archive IconHell Buddy Icons RAR (internet-archive-iconhell-buddy-icons-rar)
- Kind
- local-directory
- Era
- Early-2000s Icon Directory Culture
- Type
- Internet Archive RAR preservation explicitly containing IconHell buddy icons
- Category
- buddy_icons
- Title
- iconhell_applesauce17_pain
- Archive entry
- buddy_icons/iconhell_applesauce17_pain.gif
- Observed
- July 12, 2026 at 14:55 UTC
- Rights
- mixed anonymous, fan, commercial, and copyrighted imagery; research/reference only by default
- Slice
- large cross-sectional IconHell collection spanning fandom, identity, humor, music, celebrities, animation, and internet culture
Original: https://archive.org/download/avatarhell-and-iconhell-site-archives/IconHell%20Buddy%20Icons.rar#buddy_icons%2Ficonhell_applesauce17_pain.gif Download: https://archive.org/download/avatarhell-and-iconhell-site-archives/IconHell%20Buddy%20Icons.rar#buddy_icons%2Ficonhell_applesauce17_pain.gif Page: https://archive.org/details/avatarhell-and-iconhell-site-archives
Wayback CDX IconHell Domain GIF Captures (wayback-iconhell-domain-gifs)
- Kind
- wayback-cdx
- Era
- Mid-2000s Icon/Avatar Gallery
- Type
- Wayback historical icon-gallery domain crawl
- Category
- buddy icons
- Alt
- iconhell_applesauce17_pain
- Observed
- August 29, 2026 at 10:42 UTC
- Rights
- mixed copyright and user-submitted material; research/reference only by default
- Slice
- large general icon gallery with likely AIM-sized icon and avatar material
Original: http://iconhell.com/buddy_icons/iconhell_applesauce17_pain.gif Download: https://web.archive.org/web/20160411211042id_/http://iconhell.com/buddy_icons/iconhell_applesauce17_pain.gif