Permanent icon record
Black background with white and red cutout letters forming phrases, including "you make me feel so i cut to know i'm alive" with red "ALIVE" at bottom.
Black background with white and red cutout letters forming phrases, including "you make me feel so i cut to know i'm alive" with red "ALIVE" at bottom. Animated 50×50 GIF AIM budd…
Source & archive date
- Added to archive
- July 8, 2026
MyOldIcons / OriginalIcons Revival
- Source title
- MyOldIcons / OriginalIcons API
- Category
- myoldicons / emotions / depressed
- Era
- Recovered 2000s Icon Portal
- Observed
- July 8, 2026 at 08:28 UTC
Wayback CDX IconHell Domain JPEG Captures
- Source title
- iconhell_youmakemefeel
- Category
- buddy icons
- Era
- Mid-2000s Icon/Avatar Gallery
- Observed
- July 9, 2026 at 22:40 UTC
Wayback CDX IconHell Domain JPEG Captures Relaxed
- Source title
- iconhell_youmakemefeel
- Category
- buddy icons
- Era
- Mid-2000s Icon/Avatar Gallery
- Observed
- July 10, 2026 at 04:24 UTC
Hmmnd0 Historical AIM Buddy Icon Repository
- Source title
- iconhell_youmakemefeel
- Category
- IconHell/Death
- Era
- Early-2000s Multi-Gallery Archive
- Observed
- July 12, 2026 at 13:50 UTC
Technical archive details
- Format
- GIF
- Dimensions
- 50×50 pixels
- File size
- 3.7 KB
- Motion
- Animated (8 frames)
- Added to archive
- July 8, 2026
- Relative path
- icons/96/961073a72a9d306279e2c84ded49c1da9b107608c89ebb6b89174a6c4805c38f.gif
- Media type
- image/gif
- Archive ID
- 961073a72a9d3062
- SHA-256
- 961073a72a9d306279e2c84ded49c1da9b107608c89ebb6b89174a6c4805c38f
Full source records (4)
MyOldIcons / OriginalIcons Revival (myoldicons-originalicons)
- Kind
- myoldicons-api
- Era
- Recovered 2000s Icon Portal
- Type
- current recovered OriginalIcons API
- Category
- myoldicons / emotions / depressed
- Title
- MyOldIcons / OriginalIcons API
- Alt
- 1099365079_2024170560.gif | amayaoo0 suicide | animated | myoldicons id 156194
- Observed
- July 8, 2026 at 08:28 UTC
- Rights
- mixed copyright and user-submitted material; research/reference only by default
- Slice
- recovered large-scale AIM icon and away-message archive with category, subcategory, filename, keyword, and animation metadata
Original: https://myoldicons.com/icons/Emotions/Depressed/1099365079_2024170560.gif Download: https://myoldicons.com/icons/Emotions/Depressed/1099365079_2024170560.gif Page: https://myoldicons.com/api/icons?category=emotions
Wayback CDX IconHell Domain JPEG Captures (wayback-iconhell-domain-jpegs)
- Kind
- wayback-cdx
- Era
- Mid-2000s Icon/Avatar Gallery
- Type
- Wayback historical icon-gallery domain crawl
- Category
- buddy icons
- Alt
- iconhell_youmakemefeel
- Observed
- July 9, 2026 at 22:40 UTC
- Rights
- mixed copyright and user-submitted material; research/reference only by default
- Slice
- IconHell JPEG icon/avatar material from a broad legacy icon gallery
Original: http://iconhell.com/buddy_icons/iconhell_youmakemefeel.jpg Download: https://web.archive.org/web/20160411214819id_/http://iconhell.com/buddy_icons/iconhell_youmakemefeel.jpg
Wayback CDX IconHell Domain JPEG Captures Relaxed (wayback-iconhell-domain-jpegs-relaxed)
- Kind
- wayback-cdx
- Era
- Mid-2000s Icon/Avatar Gallery
- Type
- Wayback historical icon-gallery domain crawl relaxed-size pass
- Category
- buddy icons
- Alt
- iconhell_youmakemefeel
- Observed
- July 10, 2026 at 04:24 UTC
- Rights
- mixed copyright and user-submitted material; research/reference only by default
- Slice
- relaxed-size IconHell JPEG icon/avatar material from a broad legacy icon gallery
Original: http://iconhell.com/buddy_icons/iconhell_youmakemefeel.jpg Download: https://web.archive.org/web/20160411214819id_/http://iconhell.com/buddy_icons/iconhell_youmakemefeel.jpg
Hmmnd0 Historical AIM Buddy Icon Repository (github-hmmnd0-historical-buddy-icon-repository)
- Kind
- local-directory
- Era
- Early-2000s Multi-Gallery Archive
- Type
- public Git mirror containing four organized historical AIM buddy-icon site collections
- Category
- IconHell/Death
- Title
- iconhell_youmakemefeel
- Archive entry
- IconHell/Death/iconhell_youmakemefeel.jpg
- Observed
- July 12, 2026 at 13:50 UTC
- Rights
- mixed anonymous, fan, commercial, and copyrighted imagery; research/reference only by default
- Slice
- cross-sectional archive of Badass Buddy, CoolBuddy, dollbuddieicons, and IconHell collections spanning personal identity, fandom, music, humor, holidays, sports, relationships, pride, dolls, and internet culture
Original: https://www.iconhell.com/#IconHell%2FDeath%2Ficonhell_youmakemefeel.jpg Download: https://www.iconhell.com/#IconHell%2FDeath%2Ficonhell_youmakemefeel.jpg Page: https://github.com/Hmmnd0/buddy-icon-repository