Black background with white pixelated text reading "I HATE MYSELF" in two lines, surrounded by blurred colorful pixels.

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Black background with white pixelated text reading "I HATE MYSELF" in two lines, surrounded by blurred colorful pixels.

Black background with white pixelated text reading "I HATE MYSELF" in two lines, surrounded by blurred colorful pixels. 48×48 GIF AIM buddy icon from Internet Archive FranksIcons…

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Composition

  • two horizontal text bars
  • centered alignment
  • blurred background

Dense Caption

The image shows a static digital graphic composed of two horizontal black bars against a blurred multicolored background. The top bar contains the text "I HATE" in large, blocky, white pixelated letters with visible dithering and partial transparency effects on some characters. The bottom bar displays "MYSELF" in identical font style and size, also exhibiting pixelation artifacts. Both lines of text are centered horizontally within their respective bars. The background consists of indistinct, heavily blurred pixels in shades of brown, pink, blue, and gray. No additional subjects or objects are visible.

Description

  • Black background with white pixelated text reading "I HATE MYSELF" in two lines, surrounded by blurred colorful pixels.

Metadata Not Confirmed By Image

  • provenance era: 2007
  • provenance era: 2016
  • provenance source-name: Internet Archive FranksIcons Shared Buddy Icons (2007-2016)
  • provenance collection-attribute: aim
  • provenance topic-coverage: anime
  • provenance topic-coverage: celebrities
  • provenance topic-coverage: games
  • provenance topic-coverage: holidays
  • provenance topic-coverage: humor

Metadata Only Entities

  • franksicons.com-shared-buddy-icons-2007-2016
  • 200808251541151537925720

Non Redundant Search Phrases

  • i hate myself text icon
  • pixelated angry text graphic
  • black white blurred background text
  • two line pixel art message

Preprocessing Notes

  • image appears to be upscaled or low-resolution with visible pixelation artifacts

Source Metadata Interpretation

untrustedSourceHintsJson contains multiple era claims (2007-2016) and collection hints but no visual evidence supports these dates or the "franksicons" origin; text content is not supported by any metadata as a known reference.

Visible Text

  • I HATE
  • MYSELF

Wordwall

  • black background
  • white pixelated text
  • I HATE MYSELF
  • two horizontal bars
  • blurred multicolored backdrop
  • blocky lettering
  • dithered characters
  • centered text

Source & archive date

Added to archive
July 12, 2026

Internet Archive FranksIcons Shared Buddy Icons (2007-2016)

Source title
200808251541151537925720
Era
Late-2000s to Mid-2010s Shared Buddy Icons
Observed
July 12, 2026 at 15:37 UTC
Technical archive details
Format
GIF
Dimensions
48×48 pixels
File size
1.7 KB
Motion
Still image
Added to archive
July 12, 2026
Relative path
icons/fc/fc2c53f5643ea88e06f4087f53ea6c8a3aef7c716b36049ba5e52fa758dbfc0f.gif
Media type
image/gif
Scanner metadata
v1
Animation inspected
July 12, 2026 at 15:37 UTC
Archive ID
fc2c53f5643ea88e
SHA-256
fc2c53f5643ea88e06f4087f53ea6c8a3aef7c716b36049ba5e52fa758dbfc0f
Content-safety assessments (3)
openaiomni-moderation-latestnarrow
Assessed
August 17, 2026 at 21:40 UTC
Run
1309
Input
image+text
Preprocessing
contact-sheet-4;static-256;animated-cell-256;gray192;nearest;png
Overall label
not-flagged
Overall score
0.041034

OpenAI category scores

CategoryScoreProvider flagself-harm0.041034falseharassment0.006208falseself-harm/intent0.004537falseviolence0.000494falseself-harm/instructions0.000217falsehate0.000074falsesexual0.000067falseviolence/graphic0.000017falseharassment/threatening0.000011falseillicit0.000007falsesexual/minors0.000002falsehate/threatening0.000001falseillicit/violent0.000001false

Qwen scheduling evidence

Evidence strength is retained for queueing and audit. It does not set the public content-safety verdict.

EvidenceStrengthInputenrichment/ocr/hate-or-harassment1.000000textenrichment/visual/hate-or-harassment0.500000imageenrichment/visual/violence0.500000image
openaiomni-moderation-latestnarrow
Assessed
August 15, 2026 at 18:01 UTC
Run
1295
Input
image+text
Preprocessing
contact-sheet-4;static-256;animated-cell-256;gray192;nearest;png
Overall label
not-flagged
Overall score
0.159573

OpenAI category scores

CategoryScoreProvider flagself-harm0.159573falseself-harm/intent0.067728falseviolence0.010141falsesexual0.002834falseself-harm/instructions0.000230falseviolence/graphic0.000048falseharassment0.000000falseharassment/threatening0.000000falsehate0.000000falsehate/threatening0.000000falseillicit0.000000falseillicit/violent0.000000falsesexual/minors0.000000false
onnxOwenElliott/image-safety-classifier-sbroad
Assessed
July 23, 2026 at 17:07 UTC
Run
1060
Input
image
Preprocessing
four-even-frames;flatten-rgb192;stretch-224;triangle;nchw-rgb-u8
Overall label
sfw
Overall score
0.141449

OpenAI category scores

CategoryScoreProvider flagonnx/sfw0.858551onnx/unsafe0.141449onnx/nsfw0.101171onnx/nsfl0.040278
Enrichment records (1)
wordwall-v1qwen3-vl:30bcontact-sheet-smartok

Black background with white pixelated text reading "I HATE MYSELF" in two lines, surrounded by blurred colorful pixels.

Reviewed
August 17, 2026 at 21:32 UTC
Run
61
Version
v5
Elapsed
7,316 ms
Tokens
prompt 2,091, response 734

Review tags

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  • blue (color, 0.80)
  • brown (color, 0.80)
  • pink (color, 0.80)
  • white (color, 0.80)
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  • depressed (mood, 0.80)
  • negative (mood, 0.80)
  • blocky (style, 0.80)
  • low resolution (style, 0.80)
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  • text based (style, 0.80)

Colors

  • black
  • white
  • brown
  • pink
  • blue
  • gray

Composition

  • two horizontal text bars
  • centered alignment
  • blurred background

Dense Caption

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Description

  • Black background with white pixelated text reading "I HATE MYSELF" in two lines, surrounded by blurred colorful pixels.

Metadata Not Confirmed By Image

  • provenance era: 2007
  • provenance era: 2016
  • provenance source-name: Internet Archive FranksIcons Shared Buddy Icons (2007-2016)
  • provenance collection-attribute: aim
  • provenance topic-coverage: anime
  • provenance topic-coverage: celebrities
  • provenance topic-coverage: games
  • provenance topic-coverage: holidays
  • provenance topic-coverage: humor

Metadata Only Entities

  • franksicons.com-shared-buddy-icons-2007-2016
  • 200808251541151537925720

Mood

  • angry
  • depressed
  • negative

Non Redundant Search Phrases

  • i hate myself text icon
  • pixelated angry text graphic
  • black white blurred background text
  • two line pixel art message

Preprocessing Notes

  • image appears to be upscaled or low-resolution with visible pixelation artifacts

Source Metadata Interpretation

untrustedSourceHintsJson contains multiple era claims (2007-2016) and collection hints but no visual evidence supports these dates or the "franksicons" origin; text content is not supported by any metadata as a known reference.

Style

  • pixelated
  • blocky
  • text-based
  • low-resolution

Visible Text

  • I HATE
  • MYSELF

Wordwall

  • black background
  • white pixelated text
  • I HATE MYSELF
  • two horizontal bars
  • blurred multicolored backdrop
  • blocky lettering
  • dithered characters
  • centered text
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Full source records (1)

Internet Archive FranksIcons Shared Buddy Icons (2007-2016) (internet-archive-franksicons-shared-2007-2016)

Kind
local-directory
Era
Late-2000s to Mid-2010s Shared Buddy Icons
Type
Internet Archive tar preservation of the FranksIcons shared buddy-icon store
Title
200808251541151537925720
Archive entry
200808251541151537925720.gif
Observed
July 12, 2026 at 15:37 UTC
Rights
mixed anonymous, fan, commercial, and copyrighted imagery; research/reference only by default
Slice
large cross-sectional user-shared AIM buddy-icon collection spanning personal identity, fandom, music, humor, relationships, moods, holidays, and internet culture