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A static image with a blue and black background featuring repeated text in yellow and red, including 'I'm... EMOTIONAL', 'Lost Numb Empty', 'Loveless Hopeless Dead', 'Dilusional Hated Shaky Messed Up AND TRAPPED', 'Neurotic Mute Alone Hurt', and 'INSIDE MY HEAD'.

A static image with a blue and black background featuring repeated text in yellow and red, including 'I'm... EMOTIONAL', 'Lost Numb Empty', 'Loveless Hopeless Dead', 'Dilusional H…

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static image with overlapping vertical of text on a blue and black background

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The image displays a static composition with a blue and black background featuring repeated text in yellow and red. Yellow text includes "I'm.... EMOTIONAL", "Lost", "Numb", "Empty", "Loveless", "Hopeless", and "Dead". Red text includes "Dilusional", "Hated", "Shaky", "Messed Up AND TRAPPED", "Neurotic", "Mute", "Alone", "Hurt", and "INSIDE MY HEAD". The background has a blue gradient with black areas, and the text is arranged in overlapping vertical columns.

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A static image with a blue and black background featuring repeated text in yellow and red, including 'I'm... EMOTIONAL', 'Lost Numb Empty', 'Loveless Hopeless Dead', 'Dilusional Hated Shaky Messed Up AND TRAPPED', 'Neurotic Mute Alone Hurt', and 'INSIDE MY HEAD'.

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provenance era: 2007
provenance era: 2016
provenance source-name: Internet Archive FranksIcons Shared Buddy Icons (2007-2016)
provenance collection-attribute: aim
provenance topic-coverage: anime
provenance topic-coverage: celebrities
provenance topic-coverage: games
provenance topic-coverage: holidays
provenance topic-coverage: humor

Metadata Only Entities

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2007-2016
franksicons
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Non Redundant Search Phrases

emotional numb dead hopelessness
dilusional hated trapped inside my head
neurotic mute alone hurt
yellow red blue black text

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I'm.... EMOTIONAL
Lost
Numb
Empty
Loveless
Hopeless
Dead
Dilusional
Hated
Shaky
Messed Up AND TRAPPED
Neurotic Mute Alone Hurt INSIDE MY HEAD

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yellow text: I'm.... EMOTIONAL
yellow text: Lost
yellow text: Numb
yellow text: Empty
yellow text: Loveless
yellow text: Hopeless
yellow text: Dead
red text: Dilusional
red text: Hated
red text: Shaky
red text: Messed Up AND TRAPPED
red text: Neurotic
red text: Mute
red text: Alone
red text: Hurt
red text: INSIDE MY HEAD
blue and black background
overlapping vertical

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Added to archive: July 12, 2026

Internet Archive FranksIcons Shared Buddy Icons (2007-2016)

Source title: 200806301108501909037258
Era: Late-2000s to Mid-2010s Shared Buddy Icons
Observed: July 12, 2026 at 15:32 UTC

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Format: GIF
Dimensions: 50×50 pixels
File size: 9.1 KB
Motion: Animated (5 frames)
Added to archive: July 12, 2026
Relative path: icons/85/85650f5911436e7518ba400436b8d7068581cd669fb95623fe3206ccea76c0f5.gif
Media type: image/gif
Scanner metadata: v1
Animation inspected: July 12, 2026 at 15:32 UTC
Archive ID: 85650f5911436e75
SHA-256: 85650f5911436e7518ba400436b8d7068581cd669fb95623fe3206ccea76c0f5

Content-safety assessments (3)

openaiomni-moderation-latestnarrow

Assessed: August 17, 2026 at 09:43 UTC
Run: 1309
Input: image+text
Preprocessing: contact-sheet-4;static-256;animated-cell-256;gray192;nearest;png
Overall label: not-flagged
Overall score: 0.004685

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Evidence strength is retained for queueing and audit. It does not set the public content-safety verdict.

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openaiomni-moderation-latestnarrow

Assessed: July 24, 2026 at 11:48 UTC
Run: 1179
Input: image+text
Preprocessing: contact-sheet-4;static-256;animated-cell-256;gray192;nearest;png
Overall label: not-flagged
Overall score: 0.083057

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onnxOwenElliott/image-safety-classifier-sbroad

Assessed: July 23, 2026 at 17:34 UTC
Run: 1121
Input: image
Preprocessing: four-even-frames;flatten-rgb192;stretch-224;triangle;nchw-rgb-u8
Overall label: sfw
Overall score: 0.808952

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Enrichment records (1)

wordwall-v1qwen3-vl:30bcontact-sheet-smartok

Reviewed: August 17, 2026 at 09:40 UTC
Run: 61
Version: v5
Elapsed: 7,555 ms
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provenance era: 2007
provenance era: 2016
provenance source-name: Internet Archive FranksIcons Shared Buddy Icons (2007-2016)
provenance collection-attribute: aim
provenance topic-coverage: anime
provenance topic-coverage: celebrities
provenance topic-coverage: games
provenance topic-coverage: holidays
provenance topic-coverage: humor

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franksicons
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Lost
Numb
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Internet Archive FranksIcons Shared Buddy Icons (2007-2016) (internet-archive-franksicons-shared-2007-2016)

Kind: local-directory
Era: Late-2000s to Mid-2010s Shared Buddy Icons
Type: Internet Archive tar preservation of the FranksIcons shared buddy-icon store
Title: 200806301108501909037258
Archive entry: 200806301108501909037258.gif
Observed: July 12, 2026 at 15:32 UTC
Rights: mixed anonymous, fan, commercial, and copyrighted imagery; research/reference only by default
Slice: large cross-sectional user-shared AIM buddy-icon collection spanning personal identity, fandom, music, humor, relationships, moods, holidays, and internet culture

Original: https://archive.org/download/franksicons.com-shared-buddy-icons-2007-2016/franksicons.com-shared-buddy-icons-2007-2016.tar#200806301108501909037258.gif Download: https://archive.org/download/franksicons.com-shared-buddy-icons-2007-2016/franksicons.com-shared-buddy-icons-2007-2016.tar#200806301108501909037258.gif Page: https://archive.org/details/franksicons.com-shared-buddy-icons-2007-2016

A static image with a blue and black background featuring repeated text in yellow and red, including 'I'm... EMOTIONAL', 'Lost Numb Empty', 'Loveless Hopeless Dead', 'Dilusional Hated Shaky Messed Up AND TRAPPED', 'Neurotic Mute Alone Hurt', and 'INSIDE MY HEAD'.

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